if I could have John Cusack all to myself

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , on December 11, 2009 by flamingnerd

well then I’d start by telling him my name, of course. :D :D :D
after that, well, I’d ask him out on a date, of course
and after that? well, life would be complete.
and with let me just add, John Cusack is hotness

okay, and while I’m at it — throw Owen Wilson into that mix. He’s just as awesome, just as hot xD

Feelings of anticipation

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , on November 14, 2009 by flamingnerd

Here’s something I don’t like – waiting. I’m not a patient person by any means and I absolutely get butterflies just waiting for something big that I know will happen. Like today, I was asked to drive kids around this coming week and that means “living-in” or pretty much being a nanny at the family’s house. Which is great, I love the family but its awkward and its driving up m anticipation level 1000%. Or next weekend I’m flying out to Seattle, that’s anticipation rising. Or how about in 3 semesters I’m going to be graduated. That’s a long time to be anticipating but its there.

I really don’t like waiting.

somewhere over the rainbow

Posted in Uncategorized with tags on November 12, 2009 by flamingnerd

i like the phrase, “somewhere over the rainbow” because it lends itself to the imagination. at least it lends itself to my imagination ^^ i’d elaborate but its 10pm and i’ve got places to be.

before i go though – may these words mark the day i got 100% on my mini-lecture today. i’ll be a public speaker yet!

Standing up for what I believe in.

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , on October 31, 2009 by flamingnerd

Should I go long story short? Or keep a short tale short?
Let’s stay short. Today I stood up for something I believed in — a good choice since I’m aiming to be a social worker, that just comes with the title. Still its has made me feel all jelly inside.

Like, I didn’t even do a face-to-face, it was a comment…on a forum…but just like the only other time in my life I’ve done this (asked someone not to use “faggot” as a swear word), I end up feeling worse!!!

I mean – what if I lose friends? what if I lose face? credit?
Those things should be trivial when it comes down to vs. protecting something important but I can’t help but be so caught up.

I did the right thing, yeah?
I know I did but I still don’t believe it. :/

Dream

Posted in Uncategorized with tags on October 19, 2009 by flamingnerd

I just had one of those dreams when you wake up and you’re like, “my God did I just dream that or was it reaity?” You know, I have these more often than not and the funny thing is…I never remember to pinch myself…I just sort of sit there slackjawed.

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